Someone really close to me got a psychic reading yesterday and was really impressed by the accuracy of it. It really made me wonder what the fuck this bitch would say about me.
But when I thought about it, I realized that I didn’t really have any questions about my future that I felt needed answering.
I have my own crystal ball and it’s telling me that my future is bright, so why ask for a second opinion?
That really put things into perspective for me.
I’m no longer in the dark.
I no longer fall down and wonder if I can pick myself back up again. I’m not concerned.
I still stumble. I still struggle. I still hurt. But I don’t let it set me back.
I learn from my mistakes because I want to grow.
Before I was just a seed. Then I opened up and started sucking in the nutrients and the love around me and now I feel like I’m getting ready to bloom.
And I don’t know what kind of flower I am just yet, but I do know that I wanna be the biggest, most beautiful flower that God will allow.
Not because I feel like life owes me, not because I’ve struggled, but because I feel like everything in my life has lead up to this.
I’m still afraid, but every time I feel like I’ve made a wrong turn, life gives me a sign that there is something great waiting for me when I find my way back.
And I don’t stray for too long. And I don’t worry about what direction I’m going or where it will lead me.
Every time I worry, I just remind myself of all the times that I worried about things that turned out to be better than fine.
And remind myself to enjoy.
I don’t need a fortuneteller to tell me how fortunate I am because no matter what I feel and no matter what she says, the only way to have a bright future is to learn how to shine in the present.
